The Abyss

What is this that I feel? Is this Enjoyment and Happiness?
I have not felt these in such a time, such a time as I cannot
remember them.

Spirit of the Abyss

What is this that I feel? Is this Enjoyment and Happiness?
I have not felt these in such a time, such a time as I cannot
remember them.

Outside to all appearing happy and content. Inside, to me,
I am all turmoil and deceit. I do not deserve these feelings,
I must do something about it.

Without warning or thought I make the choice.  I chose the path
that will destroy everything I hold dear and true.  I go down
the road that I swore and vowed to God, to Queen and to wife I would not.

Suddenly, just as all was seeming bright, my monsters lash out. 
They strike deep and true, destroying all the light, leaving only
darkness and despair.

I no longer deserve the light and happiness, my fight is all gone
I am broken and battered my fight is all but spent. 
I am surrounded by the great abyss. 

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